The Journey through my heart

Friday, October 30, 2009 @12:42 AM

Blahs, everyone is clearing out already..
this year seems to have passed so fast.
it seems like just yesterday I arrived at sg, saw my room for the first time and thought "OMG, its so small" XD
anyways, spent a little time reflecting on this year, and yeah,
gonna miss all the fun times with my roommates, always crazy and full of nonsense, all the times we stayed up late talking, studying, laughing, all sorts of crazy stuffs we did.
schools over too, and nope, I'm not involved in study camp =)
Haih, thought of all the happy, sad, fun, worried times, whatever.
gonna miss this year. very enjoyable, full of ups and of course downs, but yeah, thats life, we got to move on don't we?
blahs, am starting to emo, will try not to be so sad that this awesome year is ending already. =)

Saturday, October 24, 2009 @11:47 PM

what kind of lousy person has to move on twice in two months?

Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @1:04 PM

Blahs. realized that my blog have many many cobwebs dy. haha.
anyways, exams have finished and I'm free. FREE.
and its darn boring =.=
everyday nothing to do. somehow I wished i had something better to do than looking at my screen everyday.
haha.
till then, the lifeless me has nothing else to say. XD

Monday, October 5, 2009 @12:19 AM

16th.. =)
yupps thats right, i have lived through 15 years of life.
thanks to everyone who smsed me, left a message on facebook
and all my dear roommates for the cake and stuffs.
thanks too for FIF for the awesome cake.
another year older, another year mature, another year of challenges.
am looking forward.
thanks God.
happy birthday, your truly. =)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @4:08 PM

from now on. SLACKERLAND IS DEFEATED! *shouts*

THIS IS ~~SPARTA!~~ desperation. xDDD

just going to start studying la. final exams in a month. =)

@12:20 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALI! =))
yeah, the pic is from the science centre thingy. hehe.
yeaps. happy bday to you dude.
You've been a blessing to me lah ho. many memorable memories. hehe.
thanks for being an awesome friend. no matter what, u still rock to the max. mad but cool scientist! xD
hope u stop being so PROFESSIONAL XDDD and stop being emo so often ah. xDD
must become stronger emotionally yeah.
great to know you and have you as a PROFESSIONAL friend and chairman. haha.
happy birthday and hope you have an awesome year. =)

Sunday, September 6, 2009 @1:00 AM

moving on.

thanks for the memories.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @11:04 PM

Heys people. Sorry i haven't been posting anything recently. I've been REALLY busy.

This whole term was the worst period of time in my stay at Singapore.

its always work, work, work, and work.

I can't describe how I felt during this period.

I felt like there was no where to run.

like I can't get out of this.

I missed many meals just to catch up on sleep.

I got sick during the whole time because i was sleeping average 3 hours a day.

so many times, i was doing work right until 4 am. and i had to wake up at 7. (good thing I'm in boarding school)

the times, when i slept at 1 but woke up at 4 to write a Chinese poem.

the times, when I was facing 7 project deadlines in a week.

the times, when my work was due 4 hours later and and I haven't started anything.

the times, when I just felt like ending it.

to run from everything.

I know, I thought about a lot of wrong stuffs during these times.

like taking my own life.

but I couldn't.

Its because of God.

I know God wouldn't want me to do such thing.

I know he just wants me to let go and trust in Him.

I know he wants me to know I should not do things my way but rely on Him on Every single thing I do.

Because God loves me.

Like it or not.

whether you believe in God or not, it doesn't matter.

coz God loves us the same!

no matter how serious we are into him, he is always still there, looking after us, waiting for us to respond to Him, to rely on Him, to trust Him.

now I look back, I really wished I trusted in Him earlier. Its because after i trusted in Him, i could survive all these waves of difficulties.

God is great, whether we think He exists or not.

and God loves us UNCONDITIONALLY.

God is awesome. He will help us pull through.

Saturday, August 29, 2009 @9:06 PM

Somehow i just miss playing nonsene on my bass.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009 @7:13 PM

Sometimes i just try to go through things on my own.
Sometimes i think i can handle everything.
And sometimes after handling situations with this kinda attitude,
i just wanna give up.
God. i really need you.
i acknowledge that without you i can do nothing

So help me, God.

*guess the waves are getting stronger.*

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 @12:33 AM

Even if there's so much work to do..

Even when the stress is getting stronger and stronger,

I still THANK GOD for many things,

for everything.

For roommates that can afford to use their precious time to make each other laugh

For chocolates and coke that was shared

For sparkling juice, grapes, and cakes to enjoy

For refreshing green tea

And for roommates who are crazy enough to think of various ways to have fun no matter what.

Even if the world is collapsing,

God is good. =)

Sunday, July 26, 2009 @6:24 PM

Post of randomness.

these are mostly the stuffs I've been doing over the month since I'm been here.

besides studying. =)

went to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. as some genius said it, it was a 2 hour trailer to the last movie. lols.

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Oh yeah, just found out that day. this com lab in my school is filled with Apple computers! migosh. school so rich sia.

been snacking a lot. hehe. who said scholars are poor?
in there: waffles, biscuits, tea, coffee, Milo, juice, milk, and some other random stuffs. haha.

Been watching this jap drama! finished the whole drama (12 episodes) in less than a day! =))

its nice.

Oh yeahs, my 2 pair of slippers are spoiled! really need to get a new one so...

there, my new slippers.

up till here for now, gotta catch up on work.

sleep has become a distant friend.